wow....I mean wow....I didn't even remember I had this thing....yet again...-.- hi...hello....good day....

anyways.....I forget why I even had this thing....O.o anyone have an Idea? Me eather....oh well...I guess I'm going to the mall today....Yay...for me I guess....-shrug-

Elloh this is bitch...bitch is in a good mood for once...yay for bitch...

anyhow...hi I'm back...though...-cough- yeah....I remembered I had a Xanga..lol anyhow...Ja  ne

I need to update more often...I mean... i don't update this one as much as my live journal one...arggg...i'll try and update more often okay? I'm at the mall and I'm kinda bored...okay Uber bored...lalalalalalala~ very very bored...

Alikai: heh your falt not mine

me: ehh fuck you...

kai: what eva

http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a183/baka_desu_yo/Greg.jpg

Thats Greg, isn't he just sexy? Heh Well, today i stayed home due to feeling like shit.I ate some bad chicken last night at village in..made my stomach all nasty. Anyhow didn't do much today other the thow my guts out into the waste-bin.

Oh I found an old picture of me and FAL  I look like a guy...hahaha but thats okay...-shrug- I'm just manly I guess...XD 

http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a183/baka_desu_yo/SariahandFal.jpg

Yesterday I wore all white haha i looked all cool, my sister wore all black it was like me and her were yin and yang.That made people at her school look at us all odd. She had a concert and it was killer, I mean this year they got a new teacher for their orcristra (can't spell it) she rocks I mean the music wasn't the 6th grade music that they were playing. I fell in love with the music right away.

Http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a183/baka_desu_yo/Picture027.jpg

Well Later guys I'm working on a story.

School sucked...I didn't sleep much last night, I've started having nightmares again. Had way to many last night...the same one as always...still scares the shit out of me..I should be used to it by now but i'm not. I think it might be all the dead bodies...but who knows. I guess I should tell you about the dream anyhow...

I'm standing in an open feild with a man with long black hair standing with his back to me, the wind blowing though his hair causeing it to blow in a mistical way to the left. All around us there is the stench of blood and death, millions of dead bodies pilled up onto eachother. He turns towards me slowly, looking over his shoulder realy. He smirks at me in the oddest way and then turns all the way around to face me. His hand comes up from his side, almost beconning me to his side.I've had this dream long enough to know what happends if I go towards him..so i desided not to for once...that perhaps the dream wouldn't end the horrible way it had before...but...When i don't come to him his calm sweet face grows cold and angry. He comes towards me and I back away from him. I trip over a pile of bodies and fall onto them, A scream excapes my lips and he smiles in a evil way. His lips slowly desend towards my neck and I try to fight him off...but I can't move, because he's holding my wrists in his hands above my head. This is the first time he's actualy tried this..to you know pinn me down, before he just cuts my body into little bits while I'm still alive. His lips touch my neck and The pain...oh gods the pain...I could actualy feel his teeth perice my skin...I could feel my blood flowing from my neck and into his mouth...could feel my blood flow into my mouth..could feel it dripping down my mouth.When I woke up I could still taste the blood in my mouth..and out of my mouth...I reached a hand up to see if I was actualy bleeding, but nothing was there...

Thats my nightmare...kinda stupid I know..but yeah I'm going to talk to greg now...

Kinda wondering if I could love Again...not sure...I'll be more careful this time...